My mind is on anything however my apartment responsibilities and chores right now.
I just lost my cousin who I grew up with and considered to be a second sibling, my pal and I hung out together consistently in the years since my associate and I were both little kids! He was typically a close neighbor and somebody enjoyed spending time with, then since my cousin didn’t have any siblings himself, he was like another sibling to me.
His parents were often working when they needed to be apartment as well. So he would spend time at my apartment instead of being left alone in his house, but when I heard that he had died in her accident, it devastated me. I was completely frustrated by the whole experience. It was bewildering to me when it happened and I still do not know if I’m going to be over it anytime soon. So because of all of my grief, it’s taxing for me to think of my responsibilities and chores. I had forgotten to replace my cooling system filter for 3 months straight. In my region it gets so dusty that you need to replace your cooling system filter every 4 to 6 weeks. These are central things you need to do to make sure that your cooling system filter does not get too jammed. I do not even know exactly how outdated this cooling system filter is, that is how exhausting the situation has become for me. I do not even know what I’m going to do with all of my forgetfulness as a result of my grief. I do not want to cause my cooling system to cut down because I’m in so much mental pain.