My mind is on anything but my home responsibilities and chores right now. I just lost my cousin who I grew up with and considered to be a second brother. We hung out together constantly in the years since we were both little kids. He was always a close friend and somebody enjoyed spending time with. Since my cousin didn’t have any siblings himself, he was like another brother to me. His parents were often working when they needed to be home as well. So he would spend time at my house instead of being left alone in his house. When I heard that he had died in her accident, it devastated me. I was completely upset by the whole experience. It was bewildering to me when it happened and I still don’t know if I’m going to be over it anytime soon. So because of all of my grief, it’s hard for me to think of my responsibilities and chores. I had forgotten to replace my air conditioner filter for 3 months straight. In my region it gets so dusty that you need to replace your air conditioner filter every 4 to 6 weeks. These are central things you need to do to make sure that your air conditioner filter does not get too clogged. I don’t even know exactly how old this air conditioner filter is, that’s how bad the situation has become for me. I don’t even know what I’m going to do with all of my forgetfulness as a result of my grief. I don’t want to cause my air conditioner to break down because I’m in so much mental pain.